All One Can FindAuthor/Artist: soserendipityGenre:
Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester. Mentions of Castiel and Rowena. No pairings.Rating:
Blood, guts, and gore. Possibly suicidal ideation. Dark stuff. [Click for story-spoilery warning.]Major character death.
Spoilers for everything until 10.22, to be on the safe side. Summary:
Dean lashes out in his MoC-addled, grieve-altered state of mind and Sam holds him to his words. Sam is a bit out of his own mind, at first, and out of other things, later. Blood, for example.Disclaimer:
I own nothing but my own ideas. No money made, no insult intended. This is purely fictional.Author's Notes:
For whatever reason, I thought that catching up with show at the weekend was a good idea. It obviously wasn't. Show is putting the boys through the ringer and something Dean said has stuck with me. I don't think he actually meant it (god, I hope not) but he said it and Sam looked so lost and so utterly devastated, I had to deal somehow. So this happened. It's raw and unbetaed and it might not make sense in parts. It's fractured and dark and stream-of-consciousness-like in others. Sorry.
On the other hand, fannish activity, so yay. Yeah, I'm a mess right now.
Um, you guys, do I call this thing an episode tag if it really only plays off one or two scenes?
Oh, also, I'm briefly mentioning that all the boy's friends read the Carver Edlund books and the online stuff, too. No idea whether that's actually true or just my head-canon, though.( Dark things under the cut.Collapse )